today was a really great day for my mom and i. i was just sad that i had to go to work at 8... but what can i do? i need monies for my trip and insurance and my car. ; 3 ;

so what did i do today hmm?
- i argued with my mom first off 8D YAY GREAT START!
- got over shit... wrote my moms cardS... yes 2 of them. one from me and one from the dogs XD i made them "sign" it with inky pawprints :3
- i cooked breakfast... a simple one. spam, eggs and rice. can't go wrong with that shit if you're filipino ♥
- i gave my mom her gift... she liked it but isn't sure if she can use it :[
- went to Town Square and saw Iron Man
- walked around there and she did a little shopping
- i treated to an early dinner at Claim Jumper
= and we had a fun convo on the way home :3

even though my mom thinks i hate her, i really love when we have fun days like this. they just... rarely ever happen. v___v

so anyway... i liked Iron Man. Not like, OMGASDJHASJKDHUSDJFHJLK... but yeah, Robert Downey Jr. was hella hawt in it .___. and just yeah. it's kinda what was running through my head through like, 75% of the movie. XD god dammit i'm such a girl.

but just letting you all know... my inivi-fangirl boner is gonna be totally raging for this guy:

starting very early Friday morning. he's just... GUH! so much more my taste. X3 ♥

and devin can't get jealous because they look very similar... that and what are the chances i'd ever even get relatively near to him physically. i just get to fangirl for the next 2 Narnia movies * 3 * ♥ if devin's hair would just behave more it would be very lovely :3 i will figure out how to tame it when i'm there dammit D<

anyway... speaking of Prince Caspian anyone interested in seeing it either at midnite with me or during the day on friday? i might do both, so just tell me what YOUR plans are and i'll see if i can comply ^___^

anyway... i'm pooped .___.

ja~!

My husband and I are looking for child free events (film screenings, book readings, days out) in and around London.  I contacted NO KIDDING! which used to be quite active here, apparently, but according to the folks at main headquarters, they've let their chapter membership lapse. 

We would very much like to meet other child free couples for conversation and a nice meal, movie, etc.  As much as we love our childed friends, and don't intend to give them up, we look forward to an evening where (a) there are no toddlers running around while we're trying to have a conversation; and (b) that conversation doesn't revolve entirely around potty training. 

Does anyone have recommendations? 

So today, for Mothers' Day, my brothers and I took my mom out to Luby's, and as we were sitting down, the waiter/tea-cart guy says to my mom, "happy mothers' day for the mother," and then he turns to me and he goes, "And happy mothers' day for the future mother!" So I just laughed and said, "I hope not!" and he says something like, "Oh. Ok." and walks away. Over and done, right? Nope.
He comes back a couple minutes later, and he says, "You know, if you don't have kids, eventually, there won't be enough people in the world." My mom (who is truly an awesome woman) replies, "With six billion people on the planet, I don't think there's any danger of that happening anytime soon," and he kind of shrugged and moved on. Now it's over, right? Wrong. He then comes back and says, "You know, five or ten years from now, men'll be able to have babies. They can take the baby and just implant it in the man's belly... maybe you can have kids then." I was just kind of o.Oing at this point. I might've said I just didn't want any, I don't know. And then he goes on about how he has an identical twin sister (I *strongly* doubt that, sir), and when she was pregnant, he felt her food cravings, and also her labor pains, and so he would have a baby when they have the technology to do it, because he knows how it feels already. I was truly just boggling at this guy. So bizarre.

I have a question for everyone. Has anyone ever gotten a bingo from another childfree person? Weird question, I know. But the other day, I did. I'm 21 and I've decided when I was still a child that I never wanted kids. 2 of the women I work with are childfree, one is my manager and the other does the baking (I work in a deli). I was talking to Bonnie, the woman who does the baking about not wanting children, she mentioned that she doesn't want any either. She's 46 and completely happy with her life, she believes children would ruin it. My manager, Joanie, walked over. Joanie is 49 and she doesn't have kids either nor does she want any. She heard the conversation Bonnie and I were talking about, she started going on about how I'm still young and I'd change my mind when I was older. WTF? O_o

been saving up my money, got a lil over a grand right now, and i need to find a car for a reasonable price. Its mothers day, and i am needing to get something for my mom, but i dont know yet what it will be. At least a call, im sure that would make her happy. I finished my semester, and passed all but math, which i withdrew from, so now all i have is this summer, and a couple classes in the fall, and I will be done. I havent made a final decision on where to go after school, but i have some ideas. I have to go to work in a little while, but that shouldnt be bad. Make some more money, and i get paid on friday. School starts again on the 22nd, hopefully i will have the wheels sorted out by than.

I went to see widespread panic with Tyler , Fish, and Daryll, and it was a good show. I didnt much like paying 6 bucks a beer, or for that matter, 6 bucks for a tiny ass shot, but after the show we got proper fucked up and stayed that way for most of the next day. I ate a chocolate and a candy cigarette, and was balls out. Delicious amazing blue cheese aged 12 years in a cave, changes the world perspective

Celeb moms being moms

See stars in their most important role of all — motherhood.

 

Umm... please go die in a fire. :P

Woman > Uterus

Demented state: annoyed

Ok, I'm calling in. THANKS MOM.


P.S. - Eating breakfast with a burning chest hurttttttts.

Demented state: sick

I can barely keep my head up, I feel so awful. Mom has been really sick all week, and I'm pretty sure she passed it off to me yesterday. It just started with my throat, but I woke up and my chest was on fire. Now I'm coughing horribly (with worse soreness to my throat) and it feels like I'm off balance... it's awful.

We spend the entire day together since I work today, going clothes/shoe shopping and different places. She had a wonderful day, smiling because she felt so beautiful in all of the clothes we picked out for her... it was a spectacular day.

She cried when she read her Mothers Day card, and I knew she would. I did when I read it too. It was two simple lines, one on the outside and one on the inside. It led to how I think all of the good characteristics of me are inherited from her, and how our views are so alike at times.

Mom saw her specialist this week and her platelets have went up from 82k to 94k. It's wonderful news. She's having bleeding underneath the skin of her feet which aren't too noticeable, but it's not a good thing. ALSO, based on some things going on with her, two of her specialists have been consulting and think she's been poisoned. Either direct poison (not to say someone poisoned her, just that she has somehow came into contact with it somehow) or being around certain metals for too long in the recent history. I can't help but to wonder if the Eupora house had anything to do with it. That's all I could imagine.

Secondly, Ranee had an abnormal pap test which sent her to a specialist. He made a dye and I BELIEVE it was vinegar mix and the results also came back abnormal concerning her cervix. She had to have a biopsy and it's believed that she has cervical cancer. My mother had it in her 30s and the doctors have done all necessary tests to ensure that it would in fact only be a hereditary gene causing this and not something else. My appointment wont be too far off, but if it was passed to Ranee, I think I should pretty much expect something.

I've decided to finally write a few things about what's going on in my life. I know he reads this, and up until now, I decided to just keep everything to myself... but what's the point. I'm extremely happy and am not afraid to tell the world. I don't feel bad for being happy either, he got what he wanted and throughout the unhappyness and unstableness of moving back here, and I finally got my happiness.

Since I've been home, I've talked to a few new people. Mainly a guy I dated in JR High, my first bf ever. He's done pretty well for himself, sporting a brand new Dodge Charger that he's paying absolutely way too much for and with an obsession that's just a little crazy. We went on two dates before I swore him off. No matter what you remember about some people and how decent the night goes, the creeps really kill it for you. I don't want to hear how you think you knocked up some girl who just turned 18 while currently paying support on your other child. Or just how childish she is but how you "screw with her head". (With supporting stories.) Telling me how much you loved her didn't help either... but that's okay! Just another one down.

Soon after that, I met someone named Jonathan. I think know he's pulled me out of the dating pool. I knew that when I saw him that he was going to be absolutely special (and he has been). He makes me feel alive. He definitely keeps me on my toes. Although we don't share the same views on every topic, he absolutely relates to me better than anyone has before. Certain things that I've always been unable to talk about with people are really easy to talk about with him. Things such as my purpose, callings and different interests. So now that the world has been introduced to him, here's a few videos of him. I couldn't decide which one I liked best, so you all get two of them. Enjoy!!

(Btw, black and red suit, bass player.)

Tags: happiness, jon
Demented state: happy
Running though my head: Jon!